the sun makes way after a long winter
softening me from the inside out causing me to slow down and look around an exhale i've been holding in for years the relief of release letting go of what i didn't have to hold my heart in flux melted by a tealight candle the exudate travels through all my broken parts i'm getting better now the darkness is not gone but it is assuaged and i think we all have the fear that the other only looks at what they want to see only hears what they want to be told and uses pretty words just so they can receive them to be validated, to be filled but with one touch you rid me of any semblance of skepticism i don't know where i'm going but i know you're coming with me you see me as delicate for what i thought was mere fragility the future feels a little more written a harbor of stability rid myself of preconceived conditions set the script on fire leaning in, diving slow one by one, remove what comes between i'm here if you are if you plan to stay up for a while paint me onto you trace my every move softer, lighter gentler, brighter learning that purity can be restored and scars can be healed instead of covered up looking ahead used to make me run backwards but now i'm no longer afraid rather expectant to be adored by hands that will not hurt me to be held by a pure mind to be absorbed by eyes of steel blue to be in proximity of this heart that beats beside me to be rocked to sleep by a voice speaking softly but i resist hypnagogia i want to live in this feeling for as long as i can for as long as my eyes will allow me and for the first time right here is the only place i want to be
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