i used to have a photographic memory
now i can't remember anything it feels like every moment is dwindling and I don't remember what i'm forgetting please don't take it personally if i can't recall the things you have told me i try my hardest to listen carefully but you're competing with thousands of voices screaming is this insanity? or is this just the beginning of my descent? God please look out for me and remind me my life is not over yet clear canvas and i'm starting over though i never wanted to i see you now and i feel you but retroactive interference gets in the way and i won't remember this when it's yesterday days are bleeding into one another and i cannot put spilled water back into the glass next week i will be seven days older and i hope it doesn't come too fast we have no upper hand on transience we have no hold on what's out of our control do i sit back in passivity and watch it all change? or take refuge in my past so i never get old?
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