my fleeting mind cannot be eased by the sweetest lullaby
yarn tangled too tightly to loosen the knots through and through yet seemingly never out i search far and wide to find some sort of beauty in unpredictability but what's beautiful about overestimations and unfulfilled expectations? what's beautiful about letting my guard down just to have to fortify it even harder? i'm always catching myself being caught off-guard i must be ignorant to internalizing patterns unconscious assimilation of my surroundings long sailed away and too late to target now an inactivation of something that needs to be expressed at the hands of involuntary methylation equilibrium cannot be met at this exponential of a rate go with the flow just like i was programmed to do and embrace the unrelenting fluctuations in frequency should i be taking on an active or passive role? perhaps both of them simultaneously i want others to feel me but not just because i told them to i want others to feel me the way i intended working against slim odds of desired reception working in my favor for better or for worse, it's out of my control
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